i suck with girls.... i am the only one who knows that..^^lol!
anyway... i had this one GF when i was 16 or so. She was innocent...not now though...at least according to what i heard. i mean we broke up..sort fo gradually...the thing is though we were in that relationship i never asked her o0ut..nor did she..
a friend got us together....isn't that great?/anyway...
we weren't in so deep relation ship///the furthest we went as far as pysical contact is conern was a peck opn the lips.^^ i know that just sucks...
and now i find it hard to even talk to girls...i feel so timid..i guess...i can't look at their eys and can't talk for long.. nothing interesting ever comes out of my mouth....
and i jsut saw an amzing girl just infromt of me in the library...but she was in company of another guy.. seems like they were siblings.. but that's just my hope...
doesn't matter is they are in love becuz i know. i mena i always know when i see a gril i lke i'll never get her....^^ and now i am so used to the feeling i just feel funny///
hah~~~ but honestly it's really cold...lone;y...boring...^^
i shud stop sympathising me self but...
anyway will keep it short..!!!
